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In the last two chapters, we have covered
the period of conception in the spirit and the period of incubation in the
spirit. These are two different periods altogether. Different laws operate
during the time of conception and the time of incubation. In this chapter we
conclude with a period of birthing. There is a period of conception, a period
of pregnancy and a period of birthing forth.
Now the period of birthing forth operates
different laws altogether. And in the spiritual realm we need to know the
birthing process. There are totally different laws that operate the birthing
process. The realm that people give up easily is the middle one during the time
of incubation because it is not so obvious that the vision is taking shape day
by day. It is a long wait before what you visualize and pray for come forth.
Understanding the area of birthing is important in order for us to utilize the
best benefit out of it.
So let's look at Luke 1: 11-13 Then an angel of the Lord appeared to him,
standing on the right side of the altar of incense. And when Zechariah saw him, he was troubled, and fear fell upon him. But the
angel said to him, "Do not be afraid, Zechariah, for your prayer is heard
and your wife Elizabeth will bear you a son and you shall call his name John.
Now he said your prayer is heard. Now he is an old man. It says he is well
advance in age and in years. I don't think he was praying for a child in the
last year or two. I believe that he probably married at the age of thirty. And
perhaps after second or third year of their marriage, they realize something
was wrong when they find that they were not having any children. And from that
time onwards they must have prayed for a child very badly. And in those days
the custom is after you are married, the child should come the following year.
So from that time they would be seeking God. Since they were very devout,
righteous people, they would be seeking God. And if the bible says they were
well advance in years, it means they were in the seventies. That gives us a period of thirty-five years.
He has been praying and waiting on God for thirty-five years.
Finally the angel appeared on the right side
of the altar. We are talking about prayer. We are talking about some things that
we pray for that seems to take a long time. And the angel came and said to
Zechariah, "I have good news for you. Your prayer is heard."
Apparently he must have prayer and prayed until he must have really given up.
They have grown old and past the age of childbearing. They would need a miracle
from God. And here the angel spoke those word and this
was Zechariah's response. Here is the time to receive the birthing of that
prayer. And you see our friend Zechariah saying in Luke 1: 18 How shall I
know this? For I am an old man and my wife is well advanced
in years. Reading in between
the lines he is saying, "Why did you take so long?" Here is the time
a thirty-five old prayer going to be answered today, and the Zechariah is
asking, "How will I know?" He has been waiting for thirty-five years.
And the answer doesn't seem to come until now it finally has come. The
excitement doesn't seem to be there. There is a certain point when you pray and
when the answer comes, it is very exciting. But certain times when you have
prayed so long and you got yourself excited about 200 times in vain, the whole
excitement is lost. Sometimes some people don't keep their excitement.
One thing is said about Katherine Kuhlman
that no matter how many times she sees a miracle until it is so common for her,
she was excited as the first time she saw it. Remember the Israelites. The
first time the manna came they were excited. And after forty years of eating
manna, they were not that excited any more.
So here is Zechariah waiting for
thirty-five odd years for his prayers to be heard. His expectations fluctuate
between high and low. Every year he is
saying, "This could be the year, this could be the year." And so
finally this was the year. He has become so pessimistic that he said how could it be since he is old. He experienced some
inconveniences that were not necessary. Why because he did not flow fully along
with the birthing process. And the angel said because you didn't believe, you
will not be able to speak until the child comes forth. When the child came
forth that was when he got his speech back. Now why did God
answer when it looks like he was having unbelief? To a
certain they had a certain faith that had already broken through to God. God
has His mercy too on their lives. But because of unbelief, during the birthing
process he went through some inconveniences that need not be. He could have
rejoiced in the Lord. His wife must have tremendous faith because there is
nothing said about the wife.
Now there is another man in Luke chapter
two. When the time of his manifestation came, he had a very positive response.
In verse 25, and behold there was a man in
Maybe he may have thought that the Messiah is
now a young man. And during his days there were a lot of people who claim to be
the Messiah. Do you know that before Jesus came there were several people who
came to
Like
for example is one man of God I know. God spoke to him and say I am going to
give you a car. This man of God thought that at the next meeting he was going
to get the car. So he goes to the next meeting expecting someone to give him a
car key. This man came and gave him a note and this note said please pray for
my child. So his expectation dropped. Then he goes to the next meeting. He goes
looking around and he is thinking he is going to do something but nothing
happened. And slowly his hope begins to die off. Just as his hope was dying
off, one day this dear old lady approached him whom you never expect to have
thing more than two mites. He takes one looks at her and say, "She is
serious. What is she up to?" Finally this lady passed him a bag. When he opened
the bag, he found there is enough money there to buy a car. He never expected
that. But he was disappointed before.
Or
maybe God may speak to a sister and says. You are going to go to a bible school
overseas. The sister doesn't have the money to go. Doesn't
have the plane fare. Doesn't have the school fees.
Doesn't have any contact. So she does what she can. She looks for the address.
She gets the address and starts writing expecting a scholarship. They wrote
back. These are the fees. Her hopes drop. She looks around for sponsorship.
None came. She looked for a church to sponsor her but none was forth coming.
Her hopes start dropping. She tried for three to four years. When she is almost
giving up, God opens the door. Finally this is the day of manifestation. She
asks the Lord whether this is another disappointment. She has been up the road
of disappointment about twenty times. Note that there is a day of
manifestation. And what happen was there was a person who was willing to
sponsor her. And she doesn't like this person at all. It is amazing how God
always blesses you through a donkey you never like. She has quarreled with this
brother until their relationship has become strained. Finally one day God dealt
with him and told him to forgive. Six months has passed before she goes and say I am sorry. Then this brother finally said that the Lord
had spoken to him to say sorry to her but he never had the chance to say that.
And finally the Lord says in his heart to send her there. She said oh no, she
could have gone there two years ago. But because she was ignoring the
instrument that was to bless her, she delayed herself two years. The result was
that she graduated from the
Don't blame God. God is not responsible
for any delay. Let me tell you who is responsible. Go to the mirror and look at
it. That is the guy who is responsible. What happens is sometimes when the time
of birthing forth comes and we are not ready. We get
delayed. The problem when there is a delay we feel it because in the human
realm one year is a long time. For God delay is nothing. One thousand years is
peanuts. So it is dangerous for us to be delayed. So we realize how important
it is for us to sense in the spirit the right birthing forth and to know when
the time is come.
Leading By The Spirit
There are certain laws that operate during the
birthing forth period. Number one you have to be led by the Spirit. Simeon was
led by the Spirit. The Lord told him this is the day you are going to see the Messiah.
So Simeon came to the temple led by the Spirit. If he came at
the wrong day, finished. If he came at the wrong time,
finished. He would have missed the Lord Jesus Christ. Look at the
arrangement the angel had made. Jesus' parents were coming to present Him. They
were already based in
Sometimes God takes you out of a place and
then let you birth forth in a certain place. And if you didn't obey and you
delay there, it is the delay of the birthing. For whatever reason, sometimes
God choose to speak to you at a certain time and at a certain place. Moses was forty years in the when from afar
he saw the fire of God, the burning bush. Although the bible did not give the
time span, it may have burned for sometime before Moses paid close attention.
Look very carefully in the book of Exodus 3: 2 And the Angel of the Lord
appeared to him in a flame of fire from the midst of the bush. So he looked, and behold, the bush was burning with fire, but the
bush was not consumed. Then Moses said, "I will now turn aside and
see this great sight, why the bush does not burn." So when the Lord saw
that he turned aside to look, God called to him from the midst of the bush and
said, "Moses, Moses! And he said, "Here I am."
There could have been a time period. See Moses
didn't go near because he saw an angel standing there. He went there because he
was as curious as a cat. Moses must have been observing it for sometime and say
I saw it a while ago burning by now it should be a black spot. Therefore it is
an unusual fire. He went there the bible say, thinking and wondering why the
bush didn't finish burning. That means he must have measured the time. And
finally he says I must go and check why the bush didn't get burned but yet it
burns. And only when he came near that the Lord called him, divine appointment.
Let me tell you there is a lot of people who have been praying for something
and sometimes have missed it because of fear.
There was one experience in the early days of
my ministry that I didn't fully understand. The moment I closed my eyes during
one prayer meeting I felt myself being carried up. My body was down but I felt
myself being lifted up. Although my body was down there yet I felt myself being
carried up to the roof. But because I was a little bit afraid the whole
experience stopped. Do you think that was a demon? No that was not in my mind.
But it is more a fear of the supernatural. Because of that the whole thing
stopped. Now I don't know what may have happened if I was not afraid.
In
my second experience there was a bright light that came to the room. And it
stood at a distance. Of course your hair stand up in
this kind of experiences. By that time I was more trained in the word and I
said Lord I know it is you. The moment I said that then the ball of light
started coming to me. You see the Lord was waiting for my response. If I didn't
recognize Him, He may not continue. You see He was waiting for me to respond
like the way Moses responded to the burning bush. If the Spirit does not lead us and we don't respond to what God is leading us to, our
birthing can be postponed. You have what we call an unnecessary delay.
When the Lord appeared to Kenneth Hagin he was fifteen years in the ministry. And the Lord
told him that he is beginning his first phase of ministry. But the Lord was
implying that part of the delay was his. In other words he could have moved in
faster. He was never supposed to be in a stationary ministry. He started like
everybody else as a pastor. Who will go into the ministry and straight away
function as a prophet? He was in the permissive will of God.
Why must God bring Elijah all the way to
the mountain and then tell him something? I don't know. These are the ways of
God. Why did God have to let Moses go all the way to the wilderness and meet
him there in the burning bush? Why did
God have to choose all these funny types of appointment? Maybe He believes in a
personal date with you. He names the time and the place but your choice is yes or no. God loves us so much that He places a time for
everything. Our response is yes or no. You never
expect it. That is the way God speaks. Sometimes when God speaks we have to
flow along with it. We got to sense it in our spirit.
Now sometimes when there is a birthing
forth coming, I sense a need to fast, pray and keep quiet and separate myself
from human beings. We need times like that. I sometimes sense that God wants to
be alone with me. Before William Branham started his ministry, he sensed this
thing that was trying to communicate with him but he could not understand fully
what it was. He took a cup of water and he told his wife, "I don't know
what it is. But this has been bugging me for years all through my ministry.
Something that God is trying to tell me. But I cannot get to it. Why I am so
unusual. Why things are happening this way. Why am I so unique and different?"
He didn't have those special manifestations he had in his ministry yet.
Something unusual was working in his life. When he was small when he tried to
smoke a wind came and spoke to him, "You must not smoke, you must not
drink. You must keep yourself for me. When you are old I will use you."
All these strange things were happening in his life. Anyone who has a call to
the ministry will notice that there is this special thing. I know even in my
life there is this kind of separation that I have in your life. God has His
hand on you all the time. You're just unusual. So he took this cup of water
told his wife, "I am getting into the forest. If I don't come back, that's
it. If God does not speak to me I die." He couldn't take it any more the
strange things he had in his life. And he fasted and waited, fasted and waited
in a log cabin. He was not willing to return home to his loving home and
society to continue living until he gets clearly what is this thing happening
in his life. While he was waiting an angel of the Lord came into the room and
told him exactly what his call was. He was to be a prophet. Exactly
what he was doing. The signs that were on his life were the explanation
for his strange childhood. From that day onward he came back he was a different
man. He moved with such power.
Many healing ministries could be traced to
him. T.L. Osborn's ministry started when he saw this man operating. Oral
Roberts and Kenneth Hagin have sat under this man's
ministry. There is no better place to birth forth than in an over night prayer.
Welcome to the labor ward. But there are times where your laboring forth has to
come in the privacy of your own life. I know I have spent nights without sleep
alone. There are times when God calls you aside and you are birthing forth
something. I am talking about being sensitive to Him. I know when God was
birthing forth. For example I already have certain things to do for next year. God called me up
at three in the morning, sat down in His presence and wrote down everything
that has to be done. What happens if you didn't respond? You postpone the
birthing. See there is time for birthing forth. We must be sensitive to it. We
must be sensitive to what God wants us to do.
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